I'm knocking at this gate
With heavy fist and worried
I'm waiting for an answer
This isn't the same day
It's nameless
Meaningless
I'd like to stay awake
To never miss a thing and
To never ask "what if?" now
These leaves are falling down
All the same
Maybe not
Every second I crave
A scrap and I'm king
Where are you, maybe where
I'll never dare
A simple lucky feel
Or just a mere illusion
A chilling disconnection
How much time have we spent
So closely?
So alone?
It's not concerning me
The time and how it happens
A moment, just a second
You light the colors up
The focus
Comes alive
Every second I crave
A scrap and I'm king
Where are you, maybe where
I'll never dare
What's the meaning of this?
Are you the one?
Or just the spark of a light
That won't remain?
Will you take care of me
Over the years
Or will you let me down
Uncaring?