Can't tell if it's real or imagination
These thoughts in my mind are keeping me tied to the ground
Periods of pain and desperation
This darkness surrounds me, captures me, does not let me go
(This is) what I am, what I fear, nearly far, by far too near
What I need, what I blame, taking all my grace and fame
I can't tell, I can't name these things that make me feel this shame
Nothing left, lost it all, try to rise, but I just fall
Feeling far away from my salvation
The calm surrounds me, lost it's beauty and is cutting me deep
Thin air - I am lost in suffication
I'm starving for truth, will never get up again
(This is) what I am, what I fear, nearly far, by far too near
What I need, what I blame, taking all my grace and fame
I can't tell, I can't name these things that make me feel this shame
Nothing left, lost it all, try to rise, but I just fall
Lands of Dust
Here I stay
I can't seem
To find my way
Find myself again in lands of dust
Walking though ruins, roaming without any aim
Desillusion rules and took my trust
In what I see, what I feel, in the end it's all unreal
(This is) what I am, what I fear, nearly far, by far too near
What I need, what I blame, taking all my grace and fame
I can't tell, I can't name these things that make me feel this shame
Nothing left, lost it all, try to rise, but I just fall