People ask me if there were any moments, where
I just feel like giving up and I say “yes”…
…Moments where I'm asking myself is it really worth it
Why am I putting myself through all that mental struggle
Can I not just leave it behind and be a normal person…
…But then again…For only a moment, not more than 4-5 seconds
Then I go back to my real me, considering myself
As having no other option and continue walking
That long path with superior motivation
Just show me the path, I know it's heavy to bear
But I know I can make it, I just mustn't deviate
Reality can stab you to d**h or drag you to hell
But it can sanctify you as well
I over stood religion and dumped any stereotype
Discorded humanity and saw a modern genocide
But in a self-soliloquy myself I found
Manifesting spiritually the power of mind
Just show me the path, I know it's heavy to bear
But I know I can make it, I just mustn't deviate
Reality can stab you to d**h or drag you to hell
But it can sanctify you as well
Human potential is infinite and time will grant you with wealth
I've been told that there's no logical way for me to succeed
And I still haven't but that doesn't really matter
I believe in myself and that's the only place I would ever place my faith
Because everything else is misleading and deceitful
Like people gathering communities through Christian rituals
Society, parents and stereotypes
Corrupted my unaffected sincerity
But I took it back through hip hop and mind infinity -
Reprogrammed myself and met the real me
Hanging on a rope- barely alive
But now he invigorates to rise to the corruption previous
So please remember who you are even if you
Have to go through radical discontinuance
Because the reconstruction of the new reality is within us
They tell me to look positive on life
But how is that even possible when you're seeing the truth
When everything has been revealed to you
Like gazing in the open space from the highest altitude
And elevating the self to the sublimes heights
Where in a self-soliloquy myself I found
Manifesting spiritually the power of mind
When people look fake, I completely understand
It's difficult to be yourself if there's something for which you stand
Especially if you got so many inspirations
Who profoundly influence you
And I'm not talking about superficially liking a tune
Or a single spark of approval…
…What I mean is devotion, real familiarity with an artist's emotions
Knowing every bit of their fortune even better than your own -
A truly aflame support, depicting your desires
And resuming your life in the personal
Vast search for the total entireness
And I'm talking about admiring somebody
So f**ing much that you would trade yourself
Trying to copy their style
And I had to go through that to realize that it's not right
And I'm completely sure that I'm not the only one
So take this as an advice and follow your own path