{Intro}
Yeah
A$AP Gangsty
{Verse 1}
Yeah
Going to the rap game, going to the trap game
I'm tryna survive this fu*king life
It's so hard surviving this life, but I'm just tryna hold on my own in this fu*king world (yeah)
People are so cruel, no one cares, they are just making me suicide
I'm just surviving, I'm being alive just to entertain y'all, my fans
I just been thinking about in the past days
Tryna be positive, but my test is negative
So I'm just being negative on the regular
Everyone saying, "Be negative", but I'm what? Wait
I'm just being negative in every way possible, sorry, yeah
I'm just making this fu*king song about me crying, but I'm not really sad, because I'm not sad, yeah
Yeah, I'm not really sad, because I'm not sad, yeah
I don't know how to be sad, yeah, I don't know how to be sad, yeah
Yeah, I'm just a bad man, I like to lie much, yeah
{Bridge}
I'm just a bad man, I'm trash man, I like to lie
Let the best part of the song begin
{Verse 2}
You, I'm just fu*king with you
I'm just fu*king with y'all feelings (yeah)
On the real thingy, I'm just fu*king gay ni**a b*tch
I don't think you even want to hear this song
You think that I'm trash, but that's true
I don't know how to express my feelings, but all I want to say is that I'm gay
Oh wait, no, I'm not gay, I'm just trash (haha)
Yeah, I just wanna say, I just want to say (yeah)
I want to say that I don't hate y'all, but I just don't like my feelings
I just don't like myself, because I don't like myself
Do you understand my rap?
No, you don't, because you shouldn't understand my rap, because it's so trash
I'm tryna express my feelings, but I'm so bad at it that I even failed the song (yeah)
{Bridge}
Do you know
Who I am? I'm the one
I'm just no one in this song, I'm not even true gangsta
You shouldn't call me gangsta, because I'm not a gangsta
I'm just acting like I'm gangsta and I'm sorry about it
{Outro}
Yeah
This beat sounds like Eyes game
Yeah