(K. Edwards/M. Messela)
Blood roses my bed
your sugar my hour
this is the moment
this is the Tower
Dressed in your j**els
Your ribbons and lace
Painted with seasons
Winter, my face
One thing missing
One thing I own
My gown of red blood
my place of "alone"
Cut at the plastic
which covers my flesh
Give me your reasons
Give me what's left
I run in the meadow
where I was sheltered and fed
to find someone living
before I was dead
I ran to his mother
who sent me away
I ran to his father
weakened and gray
I lay in the flowers
which covered my wounds
and wept for my lover
and cursed the power of the moon
my breathing was slow
heavy and cold
I felt the pain of sorrow
the pain of the old
I sent a soul down
to bring me back home
So I could go on
In this hell all alone
Welcome to the funeral for a love
welcome to me eternity
welcome to the home of every fear
welcome to the d**h
of a body
of a soul
of an entity
(whisper)
i never meant to let you down
I never meant to be so weak
I never meant to be so insignificant
I never meant to not be what you wanted
I never meant to not trust you
I never meant to harm you
I never meant to make you cry
It was never meant for me to die