[Intro]
Real life, real life
Fantasy, fantasy
[Verse 1: Ja Rule]
I'm a rockstar Rick James Mick Jagger
Bright lights, big stages, bad habits
Get high, go to prison, and evade taxes
This is not what I envisioned when I started rapping
f** the mansions, the phantoms, the suites, the cabanas
'Cause none of that matters when the mirror shatters
All I see is pieces of me scattered
Is it a miracle, or is it madness?
Because when I puts it all together it reflects this
And this is me
About as close you gonna get to insanity, or genius
My real life fantasy
[Hook: Anita Louise]
Is this my life, or am I dreaming
I can't lie, I don't believe it
Oh, I don't believe it
Oh, is this my life?
[Verse 2: Ja Rule]
The talk of the fantasies, the more twisted the memories
I never thought Gotti would leave the game like D-R-E
Never thought 'Shanti would ever stop repping the team
And how the the f** is Lloyd hooking up with the enemies?
If this was '03 I would have told you you was crazy
If you told me this is what it would be
I miss Vita, Caddi, Black Child, Charlie
I thought we were tighter then the Marley's: family
But I guess you can't be
In an industry that breeds nothing but envy
Jealousy, please nobody befriend me!
In my real life fantasy
[Hook]
[Verse 3: Ja Rule]
I'm fantasizing about dreaming about a nightmare
How weird is this? It seems like somebody just lost their grip on
(Real life) Fantasy x4
I'm on more than they're on, c**aine or methadone
I'm on this money these b**hes the upper echelon
I'm on one, reality's on one
It's a thin line, here's to Christian
[Hook]