I make a sign of a cross standing there just praying if this sh** will ever stop
Cause I'm sick to bloody d**h of all the hate and the lies
Cause this life is so hard it's even harder to cry
But it's hard to find the words in my f**ing mind and I don't know how to talk em so I just pour them out with rhyme
But only if you could feel how I feel
I feel like slitting my throat if it would f**ing help
In my dreams yeah days of f**ing haunted
I'm sitting in a dark room while the walls are talking
I work my a** of and fingers to the bone
I got jesus on the phone and all this f**ing hate are left right in the centre
Spitting these raps just proves that I'm better
Don't know why but I can see how its coming
I think of people and I got f**ing nothing
So I slit my wrists to try and stop the pain only makes it worse and now I'm going insane
Every morning I wake up feeling more depressed as I'm walking on the path that I f**ing set
All this sh**s coming from my heart
You all hear it through a song
Now I'm thinking is my mind contradicting
God sent me here and now I'm on a mission
But it's got me thinking should I end it all
But then I get reminded I got my raps to live for so I keep going
I'm riding to the top you can come with so I can f**ing throw you off
I crack a few bottles to try and drown the sorrow it left me thinking will there ever be a tomorrow
And these raps are coming straight from my heart
Now stop this sh** and play it right from the start