[Intro]
Uh, lyrical lyrical genius
Henrī
[Verse 1]
Why all the nice guys always come in last?
Cause women only see outer appearance and the cash, huh?
Tired of trying to fit into your worldly standards
Your crazy logic's infecting my brain like a cancer
Rapping is my only stress reliever
I feel like people hate me for it, Justin Bieber
I'm trying to live and learn mistakes, I'm trying to grow from
I'm trying to be a man, and just grow some
Can't love nobody else until you love yourself, well
I guess I'll never fall in love cause
Sorry God up above, I know it's kinda rough
But I hate myself and love will never be enough
Feeling emotional, Carl Thomas
Speaking poetic truths out my life like the psalmist
The storm's about to hit, and I'm the calmest
[Verse 2]
Dang, where'd the time go?
Time is moving fast, my life just moving slow
The future's scary cause we're traveling to the unknown
My life's a time prison, phantom zone
I shoulda known, I'm all alone, my time is gone
That's depression talking
Doesn't help seeing friends on Instagram doing what they love
Being praised for it, making insta-fans huh
I gotta ask myself, if I die today
Would they care about my body or throw it away?
Like a memory card, are my memories saved?
Like a movie in your brain will my memories play?
Feeling philosophical, uh
My pain is always astronomical
Could I ever laugh about this pain, comical
Guess anything's possible