[Intro]
Look I be dealing with a lot
Don't nobody understand my pain
Look I keep my head high no matter what
I never hold my head down
[Hook]
Walk through the rain with my head held high
I'll never hold it down
Friends change like the wind on me
I can't understand how
Blowing this smoke cuz I can't cope with this pain that I feel
I been dealing with depression, you don't know how it is
Walk through the rain with my head held high
I'll never hold it down
Friends change like the wind on me
I can't understand how
Blowing this smoke cuz I can't cope with this pain that I feel
I been dealing with depression, you don't know how it is
[Verse 1]
Been fighting depression and fighting anxiety
I could barely even sleep
1 to 10, what's your pain?
Past 10 cuz it's deep
Look in my eyes and you may see that I'm misunderstood
My grandma get mad when I come around and I ain't got nothing for her
Ain't even rich and I'm going through problems
Tend to get mad when I think too much
My up and end and out the can
Addicted to powder, you drink too much
Too much going on that I don't even know
Out on bond and I'm waiting for court
[?] got life when he made it to court
Pray to god I don't make it to court
I swallow all my problems with this pill
Lord forgive me for my sins
Make em disappear
And the same for my friends if they don't keep it real
To the end Imma be the same, Imma keep it real
[Hook]
Walk through the rain with my head held high
I'll never hold it down
Friends change like the wind on me
I can't understand how
Blowing this smoke cuz I can't cope with this pain that I feel
I been dealing with depression, you don't know how it is
Walk through the rain with my head held high
I'll never hold it down
Friends change like the wind on me
I can't understand how
Blowing this smoke cuz I can't cope with this pain that I feel
I been dealing with depression, you don't know how it is
[Verse 2]
Sometimes I get mad and I think about crashing
No one help my situation
Facing life up the road, lord know I'm going crazy
Talked to my momma, she said that she worried
Told my momma don't be worried
Got to sit back and come with a plan
Like how the hell Imma go get the ems
Worst come to worst, I got to go scam
Hit a few licks come back with them shams
Work through the sack, trying to get rich
Got to do it for my momma
Tired of the struggle
Trying to live luxurious
So my family ain't got to want for nothing
But money it don't solve all problems
And I'm dealing through a lot tho
On my mind, I got a lot tho
And you don't really know how I feel
I dealing with depression man this sh** real
[Hook]
Walk through the rain with my head held high
I'll never hold it down
Friends change like the wind on me
I can't understand how
Blowing this smoke cuz I can't cope with this pain that I feel
I been dealing with depression, you don't know how it is
Walk through the rain with my head held high
I'll never hold it down
Friends change like the wind on me
I can't understand how
Blowing this smoke cuz I can't cope with this pain that I feel
I been dealing with depression, you don't know how it is