Take from me the light I bet I could have had
In one hand I'll wash the other in the sand
I'd k** you but never had the chance come
I never tried to be more than you
The fallen pictures of a life engrossed in shame
An empty chair to engulf my mind at ease
A suicide resting on the shelf right next to me
Your catharsis
I'll k** you, look in the eye, caught looking away
I'll k** you, look in the eye, now face your self
Ten hands surrounding all that I ensue
Bathe the thread the needle head is pushing thru
You watched me collapse inside myself
I should have tried to be more than you
I bide time and it's all because of this
A broken vase and the wilted flower died
Unresting dreams, skies awaken in the dead of night
My catharsis
I'll k** you, look in the eye, caught looking away
I'll k** you, look in the eye, now face your self
Down by me, surrounding everybody
Always me, blocking them out of life
Dust and dreams settle in the font yard
Born to break everything inside of me
I won't breathe
I can't see anymore
I hate you all
A faceless body full of pain
A beggars body bled for days
A ba*tards body crucified
I watched my body float away
Bleed like me
You took, you knew
Self reflection always leads to you
Fear and doubt it's all I ever knew
Suicide destroys the obvious
It's not that simple
Fall apart, little boy terrified
Go, judge your life away
It falls from me
It flows thru me, then falls away