Amanda Black - Family lyrics

[Verse 1: A-Reece] Now what you know about, having your mommy and daddy sleeping on separate beds And have it going for like 3 or 4 years They ain't talking to one another not even a stare I had to look at my lil brother go through with it in tears Now picture A father is dedicated to sit in that lazy in the living room eating and sleeping all day crazy No job, no shame, more pride, this motherf**er couldn't even go outside Instead he told more lies Look you dead in the eyes and told you son just appreciate that am still alive Never brought you no clothes don't even know your shoe size If this music thing works I hope you show me some thousands Picture, a mother that is dedicated to working double shifts Who does any and every thing for her three kids Broke every three weeks before the month ends Making ends meet either way over some cheap sh** I was just a young child and I was supposed to pick a side I talked to God and wait on him for a reply now If that is how a family is supposed to be then I guess the one I have is good for me [Hook: Amanda Black] The life don't change (?) Never gonna worry no more No more, no more, no more Been through pain And other things that I can't sing on this song N'diyabulela o'ncine kwabalala O'ncine kwabala N'diyabulela o'ncine kwabalala O'ncine kwabalala [Verse 2: P-Jay Lepara] I hope you know I know you ain't perfect You know I weigh my heart on the surface Do your f** ups I finally found my purpose And now my pops now I know why they earned it I grew up, then I got glued up behind the stand You screwed up, then moved up wasn't part of the plan You was barely a man, wasn't ready for fame Man, sweaty hands grappling us on the gram And how long song you could have been just a photograph Nightmares and no dreams to wake up to Ey what happened pops I heard the streets loves you? Little Bros and me, so who do I look up to? n***a, yeah, I let bygones be Cause what I wish for you is just twice on me Cause any day life could roll the dice on me But I'm tired to seeing the family teary eyes on me, n***a Ey mama I'm sorry he wasn't right for you I bet he tried it was just not the life for you Ey Little K I promise we gon' make it right for you I pray me and Reece make it PARADISE for you [Hook: Amanda Black] The life don't change (?) Never gonna worry no more No more, no more, no more Been through pain And other things that I can't sing on this song N'diyabulela o'ncine kwabalala O'ncine kwabala N'diyabulela o'ncine kwabalala O'ncine kwabalala [Verse 3: A-Reece] It made me wonder if this is how God wants it to be Is there a lesson behind it? Is this how we gon' teach? What's the reason I feel like I didn't need this but I did Cause, know exactly how to not raise my kids Now I know exactly how to treat a wife Let alone a woman who can make a sacrifice And make your life a PARADISE Heaven heights Beacuse of you I started hating life I hated how you thought you're always right Growing up I realized that I've became old for manning you Did what I had to do for the family became responsible when I was only 16 Carried the world on my shoulders the only way to make dough was to the world is 16's But now it's 2016 and life is better I've moved on I was told anger don't change the weather I forgave you with my heart I'm at peace You finally got a job pops you working that's key I heard you play your part now that's what she told me I'm guessing God answered all the prayers that's deep Yeah, and that is how a family is posed to be now it feels like a family to keep [Hook: Amanda Black] The life don't change (?) Never gonna worry no more No more, no more, no more Been through pain And other things that I can't sing on this song N'diyabulela o'ncine kwabalala O'ncine kwabala N'diyabulela o'ncine kwabalala O'ncine kwabalala