Allday - This Charade lyrics

[Intro] Allday the critter Soon I'll Be In Cali I can't keep this charade up any longer [Chorus] Uh, so can I be honest for a second? Will you forgive me if I am? I can't keep this charade up any longer Let it ride, let it ride out [Verse 1] In high school I had a pizza face Op shop clothes, girls gave me the snob nose Freak of nature, funny how the seasons change Now the same hoes scream my name And you won't hear me complain, I'm keen for it Nothing's gonna be the same, I need more of it now I used to fall in love like a trap door Now I wonder what the f**ing hell the trap's for Now I wonder what the f**ing hell I rap for 'Cause all I talk is p**y, all I see is catwalks Want a Lamborghini, not a second-hand Ford Sit in my room wondering what I stand for Just pour the damn drink in my gla** now And I will dumb myself down 'til I pa** out I wake up tomorrow and regret it all With another girl's number I will never call [Chorus] So can I be honest for a second? Will you forgive me if I am? 'Cause I can't keep this charade up any longer Na-na-nah, nah-nah, nah-nah This charade, this charade This charade, this charade 'Cause I can't keep this charade up any longer Let it ride, let it ride, let it ride out [Verse 2] So I get high, I get high like altitudes I get high where they bottle the Mountain Dew And wherever I'm at, that's the powder room Here's my soul, watch me pour it out for you And my car broke down two months ago I wanna fix it, but really, my money's slow So excuse me if I'm ready to f**ing blow All of a sudden and then hook up everyone I know And excuse my French, I'm uncivilised I'm just writing it out as I live my life But my life became a poem of its own 'Cause I can either make it or slowly go on home And I think about it, the moment I'm alone I'm so scared to fail, here's hoping that I won't But I don't really ever sleep I just lie here, alone, perpetually [Chorus] So can I be honest for a second? Will you forgive me if I am? 'Cause I can't keep this charade up any longer Na-na-nah, nah-nah, nah-nah This charade, this charade This charade, this charade 'Cause I can't keep this charade up any longer Let it ride, let it ride, let it ride out [Outro] And my ego grows, every minute it thickens And I'm looking through magazines, just picking out chickens Like I could have her and her, and her and her, and her and her And it's so appalling, so appalling And I can't keep this charade up Na-na-nah, nah-nah, nah-nah-nah This charade, this charade