Allday - Happy Ending lyrics

[Verse 1: Allday] I spent my adolescence on a park bench Half-drenched, free-styling with my dumb friends Spent last year sleeping with strangers and It was easy pickings because I'm nearly famous Now I'm innovating, yeah I been in changing The motif in me, now I'm in here baking And its irritating the way my mother raised me Without discipline but listening-i love that lady Don't you say a word about her, yeah I'm f**ing proud If my dad stuck around Probably wouldn't be up here now Hop into another crowd, 'nother city, 'nother round 'nother flight connect to make a record 'til the fun is out 'til the hungers out And you never know If that day ever comes, pray that I can let it go But I was 10 when I first time I picked up a pen and wrote So arthritis is the only time I'd ever slow Done my fair share of stupid things Reveled in the tears of one too many beauty queens Now I'm in the room staring at computer screens Hiding from the world, I am not a human being Wayne said that I tend to agree Got this drink in my cup just to get through the week They just want to get through to me I tell them hell no, guess I'm just too unique Big university cause I went and packed it in This rap sh** better have a happy end This rap sh** better have a happy end [Verse 2: Fozzey] Life is a maze, forget the i-n-g Its time to free all the demons that hide in me Life s**s and I think what am I in it for? I should really leave, I can't stand a minute more The girl I love to d**h, she went and f**ed me over She always hurts me, doesn't matter if shes drunk or sober Like, I don't think ill ever love again Heartbreak hotel is always where I'm checking in I used to throw touchdowns in the end zone Now if they get to close, I throw them in the friend-zone To think someone cares about me I say 'no way' So I just put on a smile and say im okay But really, my thoughts are eating me alive Because I see the wrong in what everyone sees is right And some fans was telling me I went and saved a life I just wish I took my own advice and made it right Im in a vicious cycle, can't even see my friends Im back to square one, talking to this beat again Im stuck in the middle, I can't turn left or right Cause when sh** goes down, youre the one thats left alright And im the one here, always the one who's breaking down Im praying you tell me 'its alright' but you dont make a sound Now I should really focus on me and my f**ing music But ive had enough of this, so watch me f**ing lose it You played me all along, I know that you adored him You just showed your cards, I'm hoping you go all in I know you got that f**ing line I know ill be alright, just give me f**ing time It just s**s that I had so much respect for you girl I just wanted your love, I didn't expect the world You treat me like sh** and you know its true Yet say you love me but won't change, I'm confused [Pre-Hook: VanC] Working this hard shouldn't be so easy Call me the man? just so you can please me [Hook: VanC] This is the beginning, wheres my happy ending? This is the beginning, I want my happy ending I want my happy ending I want my happy ending [Verse 3: Fozzey] If the book closes now, would I be happy with it? Would I be sad if that chapter had to go and finish? I ask myself the same question every single night: Are you sure you want this rapping biz to last your life? And I say I don't care if everything peaks here Because my love for this has grown like each year I don't really get long if labels aren't getting at me Just as long as I'm smiling, and my ending's happy [Hook: VanC] This is the beginning, wheres my happy ending? This is the beginning, I want my happy ending I want my happy ending I want my happy ending