Alexis - My Apology lyrics

This is my apology For all the things I said that I didn't mean For berating you, for being mean I'll admit, I meant some of it But I'll also say, it was heat of the moment So if you please listen Then I'd really appreciate it Please just give me three minutes I know, that I should've kept my thoughts to myself And that was wrong of me to say All the things that I said to your face I think about May 16th I think about Halloween Christmases, Thanksgivings, New Year's Eve When you were here with me And even though we've moved on It's not the same sometimes It's not the same late at night Do you remember all the things you'd draw for me? I saved them, stuffed them in a drawer baby I lied when I said I gave everything back I need little stuff to remind me that It was real and you weren't a dream You were here and you used to love me I'm sorry I'm so sorry I'm really sorry I had to let you go You didn't give me a choice But I hope that you know That I still remember your voice I remember late night drives My head in your lap I know that you will never find somebody who does it like that I miss the way that you'd FaceTime me late at night When I wanted something And I'm sorry for not respecting you more I'm sorry for not showing all those guys the door I should've realized how bad I was hurting you And I've learned from my mistakes You should too, you got sh** to work on You don't need to prove anything to me I've left but I hope you're learning I hope you're growing And I hope you know that when you have nobody else to call I'd be willing to drop it all And that I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so sorry Oh, I'm so sorry I'm sorry I hope you I hope you know that I'm sorry You don't deserve an apology But I'm sorry I'm so sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry Even though I'm crying, I want to say that I'm sorry I'm so sorry Oh Oh, oh, oh I'm sorry that you feel like you have to replace me I'm sorry that you can't talk to me I just needed some time I was so disgusted by you and your lies And your friends tell me how pathetic you are But I wanna defend you, I want to heal your scars And if you called me, I wouldn't hesitate If anybody f**ed with you I could end the human race So I'm always here even though I don't agree I'm always here even though things don't seem to be where I'd like them to be I'm sorry I'm so sorry I'm so sorry This is my apology I'm sorry This is my apology I'm sorry Oh I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry OBJ is the best