Alexis - You Could've Said Goodbye lyrics

It's crazy how some things change One day you're mine, and everything is fine The next day you leave me in the rain I wanna scream your name out loud for you to hear But you're so far away because you disappeared Everything is changing around me The world isn't the same Am I going insane? Or is it the aftermath of pain It's like you completely changed into a different person It's like the boy I loved is dead and has been replaced by someone new Why do I have to go through so much misery because of you? You're an a**hole you doesn't deserve my attention Yet here I am, begging for one more conversation Just so I can hear your voice, and I know I'll be annoyed by your stupid excuses But I don't even care, cause I just want you here And I know that it's so wrong, that I keep writing these songs Because you left me, quick and easy How could you do this to me? You left me for her, some younger girl You kicked me out of your world And what s**s is you were my world You made me happy, you made me smile And now you bring me sadness, and heartache and trial I know life isn't fair, trust me I know it But I never thought you'd hurt me, never thought you'd blow it Never thought you'd destroy us Never thought you'd walk away I must've done something to deserve this I must've done something to earn this pain So I guess I'll keep hearing about you from all of your friends And I'll keep wondering how you are And I'll keep turning off our song when it comes on the radio in the car I hope I can try and forget you but I don't know how It's not easy to do when there's memories all around I see you in dreams, I see you in photos But most of all I see you in my thoughts, where the image of you always goes And I always thought we'd get better Never thought we wouldn't end up together But now I realize that it was a lie It's funny how I love you and hate you at the same time Wish you would've said goodbye, but you couldn't face me in person Don't you think I deserved it? Don't you think I deserved one last conversation? Since my heart was completely breaking I just sat in my car and cried All I could wonder, was why Why did you change your mind? Why did you choose to lie? You could've said goodbye You could've said goodbye You could've said goodbye You could've said goodbye You could've given me a warning I was always honest with you I never lied, I gave you all of my time I did everything I could, I guess I misunderstood Where this thing was going I stay up until two in the morning, crying into my pillow Wishing that you would know How bad you hurt me How are you not even hurting? How could you already move on? It's like you knew this all along Part of me wants you to be happy The other wants you to be sad But what's the point in that? It's not like you're even coming back And I know you're an a**hole That's something I fully believe I think you used me, and tricked me And then you decided to leave I gave you my heart And you ripped it apart What about all your soccer games that I'd sit in the rain for to watch you play? What about New Year's Eve, when it was just you and me? Did you forget all these things? Did they not mean anything? What about driving around with the top off, rocking out to music in the hot sun What about hockey games and Pokemon? What about it? What about holding hands in the movies and kissing in the rain? Am I going insane? My mind echoes your name When you left, you took a part of me with you, something I can never get back I don't ever wanna see you again You're a stupid boy I trusted, and you let me down in the end I just wanted to know why you never said goodbye You never said goodbye