Alcoa - For Holden lyrics

Fall twilight, the dread in my steps towards the loneliest night Cold and empty, the snowed in streets keep me company Wrecked and restless, my head in the clouds and my hands left helpless Shamed and shaken, the grief in my guts keeps the pain in my chest aching You say I'm selfish, I only care to care when convenient You said you loved it when we held each other close like a secret Thought you meant it but you didn't I thought you lived and died by your word I thought you lived and died by your word A sick conviction when I lie to the doorman and sneak into your apartment Ruined moment, if we laid down now it would be sad and defected You say I'm selfish, I only care to care when convenient You said you loved it when we held each other close like a secret Thought you meant it but you didn't I thought you lived and died by your word I thought you lived and died by your word I thought you lived and died by your word But your word ain't worth nothing no more