Alan Wilder - Ascend lyrics

I first saw you Without love and then you knew Your fingers reached I moved in the distance breached Tell me what I'm doing here Tell me what I'm doing here To my surprise I kissed you, you made me rise Now by my side I've missed you and let it slide Tell me what I'm doing here Tell me what I'm doing here If all I ever wanted wasn't good for you If the thing that I said, they just weren't true Ascend, ascend my friend I turned my head And looked back, I had been led When my heart jumped We lost touch, our love had slumped Tell me what I'm doing here Tell me what I'm doing here If all I ever wanted wasn't good for you If the thing that I said, they just weren't true Ascend, ascend my friend I can see you looking down to keep away from me But I'm stuck with this lack of ability I can't refrain from coming here It causes pain, you're so sincere Ascend, I must ascend So now alone I find out your heart is stone A helping hand There is none from where I stand Tell me what I'm doing here Tell me what I'm doing here If all I ever wanted wasn't good for you If the thing that I said, they just weren't true Then don't refrain from telling me That all this pain is good for me I can see you looking down to keep away from me But I'm stuck with this lack of ability I can't refrain from coming here It causes pain, you're so sincere Ascend Ascend, I must ascend