Alan Douches - Puppets 2 (The Rain) lyrics

I'm still not f**ing over it You play like violins in a broken f**ing symphony And I know this hurts for you, but I have no f**ing sympathy Infectious cold, I've spent living with neglect Yet I still can't let you go, and I'm still not f**ing over it I know my suffering's what keeps you alive And I know you f**ing love it 6 years I fell for this love, diguised in f**ing misery My sinking ship, will you be the f**ing d**h of me? You breathe only in withered lies, your perversion of distrust Now another full length down and we're still not f**ing over this And when your eyes become the looking gla** Through which only reflect the f**ing past Coneived in poignant everlasting despair You fell in love with the evil that you bare I can't forgive, I can't forget (This dreams was ours, but you ripped it to shreds.) There's no escape, I can't reflect (The distance k**s me, but your presence's a threat.) You traded everything for a life of broken promises At 23, I've fallen out when you left me with this biterness A frame of gla** and a love that's built on sorrow Is a see through coffin for a heart that beats so hollow I know this eats you alive That which doesn't k** you just f**s with your mind I can't forgive, I can't forget (This dreams was ours, but you ripped it to shreds) There's no escape, I can't reflect (The distance k**s me, but your presence's a threat) I will stay with you and cut right through Through the essence of all that once was "like new." Out of place and you died away Leaving nothing but the mess that you made For too long I have lived just another slave, bound by your torment But I'm not afraid anymore I am not your f**ing puppet I am not your f**ing puppet! The snow has has turned to rain, and now I hope you're f**ing happy I can't forgive, I can't forget (This dreams was ours, but you ripped it to shreds) There's no escape, I can't reflect (The distance k**s me, but your presence's a threat) I will stay with you and cut right through Through the essence of all that once was "like new." Out of place and you died away Leaving nothing but the mess that you made 6 years I fell for this dead look on your face When the rain has washed away, what will be underneath? A midnight breeze of chilled unease, when we began amiss The haunting scent of Autum makes a scornful heart resist A longing bliss in carnial stints of thighs gracing betwixt your hips The harvest moon drapes aloft these graven, tattered crypts Please just let me let you go And kiss the life from my lips To show me a love not even d**h can resist MOVE I am the boy with a thorn in his side And I'm still not f**ing over it