Al Axy - Disconnected lyrics

I just want this to end 'Cause I don't wanna keep hurting myself All these years have made me weak I'm feeling all used up, can't hear the beat of my heart Have I unlearned the ability to cry Have I locked up all my tears inside I don't wanna talk about it any longer I'm done with losing my breath Trying to express what I don't understand I'm scared of walking on my own again Without these pictures on my mind I hate to dream all of those dreams again And waking up alone Oh, I'm disconnected My mood has touched ground so many times At some point I've lost control over myself I have learned the lesson by now I'm still fighting the fear, release doesn't feel near Have I forgotten that to life there's so much more Have I broken the connection to my core I don't wanna talk about it any longer I'm done with losing my breath Trying to express what I don't understand I'm scared of walking on my own again Without these pictures on my mind I hate to dream all of those dreams again And waking up alone Oh, I'm disconnected, disconnected, disconnected I'm disconnected, disconnected, disconnected All this talking keeps them alive All these voices in my head I want my freedom back No more asking what I've done wrong From this day it can't be that long Endurance is my guard Now hush I don't wanna talk about it any longer I'm done with losing my breath Trying to express what I don't understand I'm scared of walking on my own again Without these pictures on my mind I hate to dream all of those dreams again And waking up alone I'm disconnected, disconnected, disconnected I'm disconnected, disconnected, disconnected I'm disconnected, disconnected, disconnected I'm disconnected, disconnected, disconnected I'm disconnected, disconnected, disconnected I'm disconnected, disconnected, disconnected I'm disconnected, oh I'm disconnected, disconnected, disconnected I'm disconnected