AktiveHate - Knee Deep lyrics

I look into the future Blind man I am, it seems Haunted by visions, despair I live inside my dreams I cannot create I cannot vibrate Overstimulate My synapses This is not me, the mirror lies I cannot bear the weight, I cannot stand the size I'm knee deep in this misery I'm knee deep and I can't see I feel divided My wholeness I can't place Lost in doubt Between hatred and disgrace d**h awaits, the final mystery Something new it will be I wait for something no more I found what searched for me