If I called on you again Would the old wounds reappear? Like tyrants Following the stench of fear I still see you in my dreams I still want you in my life Waiting to catch me if I fall It hurts and it doesn't help at all I get a funny feeling It comes from - deep inside I get all mad and angry I want to run and hide Now it is time to say goodbye To all the love I've known When is it time to end the pain Why I am left alone? I still see you in my dreams I still want you in my life Waiting to catch me if I fall It hurts and it doesn't help at all An echo fades into the night Am I supposed to know - that this is right? As our friendship disappears How can I ease my fears? I try to see beyond the pain I feel with every step And whisper to myself It must get better yet I always wanted more from you Than you were willing to give I still see you in my dreams I still want you in my life Waiting to catch me if I fall It hurts and it doesn't help at all