Akroyd Smart - Different lyrics

[Verse 1] A lot of nights I be questioning why I'm even a rapper And why no one has the courage to be themselves and stand up Band up and bandage The wounds, secrets, and candids I manage the damage to continue coming Something thrown up from my stomach Pit of my deep sh** Gritty falls on defeat, k**ing When I spit belief systems unlike all the seat filler C-section the street feeling Beat building and chilling My life believing these women who don't know how to deal with him Building up the shadow of empire And trying to stop the lying Cash is money, dishonesty Making me walk the line The fire in my chest (Sparks) Someone's on the floor dying Crying at sighting of your f** ups when the paint is drying Let's be honest when I say I sound like no other person Hearses crossing your suburbs I'm done with your written curses Verses searching for the honesty seeded in every person But now it's certain to see my dreams of that theory isn't quite working [Hook] I'm on my new sh** and no one knows what I'm doing And know that I'm weird as sh** but I know what I am doing So I keep my head up and take it like it's a bullet So keeping your hands up and give it up for the bullsh** [Verse 2] Putting so much pressure on verses, the worst still good Sessions took up some hours Tossed it out, firewood Stood up burning with some presence Rehearsing with brotherhood Presents given in bars, I only gave them a hook... Booking shows for some days Skating with the brigade Lucid league controls dreams Lords of lame, it's in the name Different to all you rapping, Smeezy changing the game Amazed what you can do when you John Cena the scene of same Remembering all the girls who laughed Remembering getting picked on by even the dorks in cla** Remembering before you could spend all of your days talking smack Masking like Jim Carrey 'til you bury your head in the sand Well I'll be better off with out you and sads f** you and all the lads Who blast speakers on the trains For making your sh**ty raps Full circle, the jerk who'll question an answer claimed to be When you're hearing some weird sh**, you just know you've listened to me [Hook x2] [Outro] It's gotta be something...