Aknti - Under Blue Lights lyrics

[Aknti] b**h! Now that I've got your attention What am I writing and why do I fight it? I feel like life is pissing on me And I'm the fire hydrant What a f**ing metaphor Fell in love once So what the f** I met her for? I love you. No, I love you more! So guess who was tellin' the truth I guess this time I'll be bulletproof Cause I refuse to be the fool Fool me once, shame on me Fool me twice, shame on you Mirrors always tell the truth My soul darkness consumes Happiness is far from soon The answers, I have no clue? Just a loner under blue lights in his room Let me set the record straight d**h is on my brain More than snapbacks on the skulls of these lames You know who they are Everyone wants to be a constellation But they're far from a star everything remains RAW As I sit back and think about everythang 22 years of nothing, what a shame And whose to blame? Aknti is the guy that didn't fly When he was supposed to soar you know? Find myself drifting back tryna to Get a hold "almost forever" is almost my favorite quote Rewind and comprehend the flow "like woah" Black Rob knew what it was back in 2 triple zero Back then i was 10 Never felt alone with my imaginary friends but then Homies stopped appearin' to the kid I'm starting to think that they didn't exist Mind blown... So take me away, far away from here To my secret place... To my sweet escape... When I made no mistakes... When life was great... When I had a real smile on my face... I can't remember them days... It's not your fault mom please don't take it that way...