Aking - First Brush lyrics

At first brush Didn't know me well enough I was trying to get my message across I was nervous You noticed You didn't show it I don't know why I chose not to follow my gut I don't know where my heart got stuck Lost in the panic of urgency But you already knew this A man is seldom better than his words So let them be heard Serious Don't you get it This isn't serious On a tight rope we'll sway in the dark Keep your composure for the night Haven't I had enough I'm happy to neither know nor care with recklessness I have been blessed You don't need to know this