Akeldama - Apotheosis lyrics

I fall fast like nightingales in winter's cold sharp grasp The ground approaches faster with every struggle to lift your wings to fly again But with every attempt comes failure It natural I can't pretend to think that all this effort will pay off anymore I'm content with losing as long as this all finally just goes away I've lost her I stripped her life away with my own hands I watched my world slip through the cracks Alone, and I'm Feeling conscious for the very first time Now I'll pave the way into this corrupted mind I'm going farther than I've ever tried Now I've found a way to end this precious life My heart is just a pulse away from bursting out through my chest Cold fear shoots through my veins like shock waves My god this can't be happening And now its too late I can't stop this anymore Regret, regret, regret, regret! "How the hell did I end up here? I can't recall this place at all Is this my imagination? Or was that my dying breath?" I'm lost here I'll take my life away of my own free will It has become so clear, as I'm Feeling conscious for the very first time Now I'll pave the way into this corrupted mind I'm going farther than I've ever tried Now I've found a way to end this precious life