Akeldama - Still Heart lyrics

We are one This breath of love swells my heart to bursting I was nothing without you, and Now I stand complete Your beauty brings me to my knees And with every moment I feel more unworthy I feel that you could slip away In the blink of an eye And before it seems I've even blinked at all Tragedy falls upon this love I swear I knew it was coming But why can't it be me? -Now breathing stops; I'm just choking- Oh God, why can't it be me? I could never make this choice on my own Given a thousand years I'd never find the answer This is not my place But as the tendrils of my mind creep into my soul -And though I'd- It's as if the very life-force in me -never wish for her to- Blackens in the mind's embrace -suffer here- And as this darkness takes me I can feel my heart fade -I just can't let her- Fade away and leave me for nothing I have witnessed such beauty And it's slipping away from me Having caught a falling star Which now crumbles through my fingers The quality of life has decayed A dreary monotone wasteland remains I know what I must do I must play God and give her mercy I must end the suffering She would do the same for me I can't leave her here this way But how can I go on Living with a heart that's been stilled? But as the tendrils of my mind creep into my soul -And though I- It's as if the very life-force in me -never wished for her to - Blackens in the mind's embrace - suffer here- And as this darkness takes me I can feel my heart fade -I have now let her- Fade away and leave me for nothing