Akashic - Envy Days lyrics

Seeking me throughout the day Wandering in my thoughts - nowhere to go It follows and look for my mind And I have this feeling so close Trying to push me down - wherever I go I will try to keep it away Am I living dreams or illusions? Am I walking beyond the edge? If I am awake I will find the strength to win We live in the envy-days Believe me we can really escape So let's keep on fighting and open our eyes Disturbing me during the day It blinds me like the sun, rips my soul It changes everyone And even if I see its face It punches me back and knocks me down - but I'm not still I'm sorry - I'll stop it someday Am I living dreams or illusions? Am I walking beyond the edge? If I am awake I will find the strength to win We live in the envy-days Believe me we can really escape So let's keep on fighting and open our eyes Innocents come and go And envy surrounds a poor soul Burying lives when no one Really knows the end is I'll strive like never before Running from this curse - keeping this feeling so far And even if I see its face It punches me back and knocks me down - but I'm not still I'm sorry -but I'm just so sure I can beat this nasty game Am I living dreams or illusions? Am I walking beyond the edge? If I am awake I will find the strength to win We live in the envy-days Believe me we can really escape So let's keep on fighting and open our eyes I am feeling so good right now There is a relief in my mind and my soul Now I know where to go!