AK Kapone - Why Ra lyrics

[Intro: AK Kapone] Ha Y'all don't know the sh** that be going through my head Real sh** RaraTuff till I go [Verse: AK Kapone] Heart full of stone Damn Im on my own and I swear sh** ain't been the same ever since Rogerick done been gone sh** been crazy as the f** And now I just feel all alone And this sh** crazy we just talked and had just got off the phone Then Rashad had tapped my line Said you shot and dead and gone Now I'm thinking what the f** Don't know the sh** going through my dome I ain't even been the same but sh** I know you looking down Its RaraTuff until the d**h of me To my n***a Rest In Peace Rara I really miss you n***a Wish I was with you n***a Aunt Teresa really hurt Wish she could hug and kiss you n***a Ever since you been gone its like you living through your sister n***a She been down in school Member days that she was with you n***a Now my head f**ed up Never will I forget you Then them n***as tryna diss you To them pussies hope lord with you Everyday that I wake up I think bout dollars, bout my riches Thats that sh** that you had taught me So a n***a gots to get it And I ain't stopping til I make it n***a Until I make it n***a They shot you, they k**ed you, cause they was hating n***a And they be talking like they with you They the fakes n***as Ha Mane I hate them n***as And so much going through my mind I can't even explain Sometimes I wake up in the morning and this sh** go through my brain I think bout Rogerick all the time And this sh** drive me insane I be like Ra this and Ra that I swear sh** won't be the same n***as wanna diss on you so f** them They gone get what they deserve And I don't give a f** if they gotta get flatlined on that curb Imma young n***a All that talking sh** thats for the birds Just sit back up-up there in heaven And just sit and just observe, Watch Yeah And thats my word I never let you down Mane I swear to god I never let you down So much thats going through my mind My head been spinning round sh** But I never let these n***as bring me down You told me grind Cause this sh** be my lil exit ticket Ha I swear I wish that you could exit with me But this sh** crazy Boi I know you in the sky Tell my granny I said Hey And tell Uncle Tim that I said Hi I sometimes wanna break down and cry I swear Ra You don't understand Everyday I look up to the sky I know that you ain't with us no more And I still be asking why? But auntie told me things happen for a reason don't question god But I still don't f**ing understand Why they took my n***a Only 23 Trying to be a f**ing man And I ain't saying you innocent But you had a f**ing plan And what them n***as get out of all this sh**? Just a f**ing band Damn They took my n***a dawg Mane They took my n***a dawg And that p**y n***a that was behind the trigger dawg How a p**y n***a k** a real a** n***a dawg? Mane I don't understand Granny told me just pray And I don't understand I wake up everyday trying to just understand But sh** crazy Why they take my muthaf**ing mans? Ra Why? Why? Why? I be asking why I look up to the sky and reminisce all about Ra Damn Why they take my n***a? Why? [Outro: AK Kapone] Mane To my big bruda Rogerick Ladon Jenkins bruh Somethings we never gonna understand I guess sh** just always gone have to roam through our head and we always just gone be asking god why huh? Why they take my dawg huh? Why they take my thug? Why they take my big bruda? Why they take my cousin? Thats just sh** I don't understand you hear me Mane But I know thugs make it to heaven to sh** Young n***a with a good heart Esp sh** you hear me? Mane Watch over me, watch over your cousins, watch over your granny, but watch over your mama and your lil sister most of all They need you We all need you But they need you the most Your daddy miss you My OG miss you All your cousins miss you sh** I don't understand big bruh But you know till the day I go I got you RaraTuff Till The d**h Of Me