AJJ - Goodbye, Oh Goodbye lyrics

I was throttled to the ground I was locked inside a basement The guards went on vacation while I plotted my revolt I was tired and confused Doesn't look like that is changing I'm a hallucination of myself at 3 years old Goodbye, oh goodbye Goodbye, oh goodbye You were perched atop my shoulder You were pecking at my head And if I had a hole to crawl in, I would be there and be dead You were spilling all my will out I was bleeding my last brains It's nothing like the nothingness that normally numbs one's pain Goodbye, oh goodbye Goodbye, oh goodbye 7th grade was hard enough Someone thought that they knew me If I stay in bed long enough They'll go to church without me If I move away enough They won't outrun me Goodbye, oh goodbye Oh goodbye