AJJ - Heartilation lyrics

I wanna break apart my heart, glue the pieces to my car Crash it into a wall, I don't want to feel at all, I want to break apart my heart Douse it in gasoline so the fire burns clean Flick a cigarette like that movie Con Air, doused in gasoline And if you think you are better than me, you're right There's no one to love, there's no one to trust in my life I want to pick up the pieces and plant them in the ground When a tree grows there, I want to chop that tree down Build it into a boat and float it in a lake And with dynamite, I will explode that thing that makes me make mistakes And if you think you are better than me, you're right There's no one to love, there's no one to trust in my life Sometimes I get so lonesome I can't breathe Sometimes I get so scared that I can't speak Sometimes I get so worried, I can't hear my heart beat anyway, anyway I wanna tear out my heart and give it away To a person more deserving one day If all I see is the worst in everything That's all I'm gonna get, that's all I'm gonna get, that's all I'm gonna get And if you think you are better than me, you're right There's no one to love, there's no one to trust in my life There's no one to love, no one to trust in my life There's no one to love, there's no one to trust in my life