AJ - Addiction (Interlude) lyrics

I'm diving in the waters Diving in I hope I suffocate my problems (I've got problems on my mind) I'm diving in the waters Diving in I hope I suffocate my problems (My problems gotta die) I'm diving in the waters Diving in I'm sorry that I let you down momma (I never meant to make you cry) I'm diving in the waters Diving in I'm sorry that I let you down momma (I only wanna see you smile) Pop a pill for the pain (poppin xans and the percs) Take a shot to the brain (I feel the pain and it hurts) Now I'm feeling rejuvenated (reborn) Repeat the process again (I'm gone) Pop a pill for the pain (poppin xans and the percs) Take a shot to the brain (I feel the pain and it hurts) Now I'm feeling rejuvenated (reborn) Repeat the process again (I'm gone) Not many could rake a mile in these shoes Not many could fake a smile with these blues He limping side to side and the he bruised, from the drink that he brews Around the time momma was quotin Hebrews "Keep your life free from the love of money" I say f** momma you sounding funny If that's the cost of a seat up in heaven for me Then I'm a prostitute, I'm f**ed for the love of money f**ed for the love of pain, self induced Drowning in the water no swimsuit The misuse, of products that are profuse, will prolly lead to recluse Feeling like the ugly duckling, I found solace in the grey goose Get it? I prefer to be alone, not condescending Just a lot of people hear but then only me demons listen Listen closely to my cries and you can hear the serpent hissing They possess me, I ain't even got my soul in my possession Old habits die hard Feeling like they all tryna jab at my heart Insecurities, bottling See I'm drowning in these bottles man All I ever needed was someone to find some solace in. Word