[Intro] I'm always trying to be a savior When I can't save myself I'm the first one on the frontline And the first one to help How the f** can you hold a heart When you can't love yourself? She called me a hero I'm just a dickhead in a belt [Verse 1] She loves the way I touch her She loves the way she feels She loves the way I hold her She loves the way I k** How the f** can you hold a heart When you can't hold yourself? She called me a hero I'm just a dickhead in a belt I always believe the way to cope Was to let others walk on me Somehow or another I'd be the last one to breathe That way I couldn't hurt others But I would only hurt self How the f** can I hold a heart When I can't hold myself Somehow its unreal The way things seem Sometimes you can't feel Whats in reality or dreams So how the f** can I hold a heart When I can't hold myself My pain was too hot for her Every time I held her, she'd melt I never understood What I understood If I had a chance to fix it I probably never would Now she can find another As I attack myself Because even though I could love her I couldn't love myself So where does that leave me? Insecure unconfident A good person behing the skin Of the lion and common sense I'm guess I'm so different I'm not really different at all Because superhero's like me Become their own downfall