Airospace - Holding On lyrics

[Verse 1] I had a feeling we'd reach an end This beautiful sonnet will find its closure No point in holding on, at this point It might as well bend Before i force it to fold over Break and make the earthshake at its joints You know me - that one so full of resolve Mind moving so fast forward i broke the proverbial pause No time to slow down for this cause Because in this case, when you attempt to move on The moment you stop, you might as well start over And i'm not willing to be the cause of congestion I'm trying to move foward, even with the little i have to prove Traffic crashes only make good to hold up the motion And there's no one way to create a dam for this ocean of [Hook] Left regrets, i feel nothing less I'm not good enoughs, and lets make boundaries (x 4) [Verse 2] Cuz one of us will eventually cross whats not there Even though there's meant to be a line, were a bit to scared to make placement Lets face it, theres no way to fake this makeshift relation of sacred digust The moment we first lied, we misplaced universal trust its internal lust And we both know it, even though we'd never show it, or i'd never know it This was never love It was a tug of war for who can help who most before time was up You know thast all we needed, thats all we'd bleed post the defeated You're so see through i can barely see it, but i can feel the conceited Mentality you harbor to overshadow your insecure name the lies you tell To change your plane to a comfortable axis so you can sit comfortably While we all are going uncomfortably insane [Verse 3] Let me excavate, f** that, evacuate now Before this factual infactuate goes deeper underground This is not a you hurt me, its more of an apology And i wish you never left me, but i'm happy you did How maybe at the end of the day with no kids You can be happy with yourself and your newfound fibs Your newfound glory, your oldtime story you tell over and over unti it gets boring Because you hate yourself, and you love yourself You're so confused you trash your worth and spend your wealth Its all you can do, its all you feel, its all you touch its all you hear The repetitous redundancy of your family and your peers Your inner demons blantantly lying in your ears So when someone who cares, tells you the truth You're so f**ing stubborn, you don't know what to do But wait