Air Five - Here's Me Letting Go lyrics

Somebody throw me a bone I'm sick and tired of being alone When will this pain be over I've been picking these four-leaf clovers My pockets are getting full And now it seems like every day Is more weight on my depression God I'm ready to learn a lesson So me the way to the heart Of the boy that you once knew Possessing faith enough To make this mountain move Cause I've run from your perfect will Yet you pursue me still (chorus) I don't wanna waste another day Trying to make everything go my way Pretending everything will be okay I just wanna feel alive again I wanna feel you in my life again Here's me letting go I guess I'm hiding it well My friends can't even tell That I got teardrops on my pillow Cause I sleep with an open window And by the morning they're history But it seems like every day Is more weight on my depression God I'm ready to learn a lesson Show me the way to the heart Of the man that I should be Give me a reason to allow my eyes to see That I've run from your perfect will Yet you pursue me still Take my will And make it what you want to I'll be still Just let your spirit fill my Soul is yours Don't ever let me walk away