Ahlsocrazi - This Is Where I Belong ft. ANNA lyrics

[Hook: ANNA] I can't go on If You're not by my side And I can't sleep alone Since You walked out that night Please don't let me go Cuz this is where This is right where You belong Right where You belong [Verse 1: Ahlsocrazi] On this marble floor I sit today Estranged by those closest to me Healthy, but labeled deranged It's inhumane I'm startled by the marvel that is my soul's burning flame Yeah, I've lost everything One desk to my name But I won't quit unless you put a bullet in me at range My father's dead and gone My mother all but the same Both ruined by the disorder the afflicts my brain No amount of medicine that courses through these veins Will change The curse of being born under this name My progeny Taken from me Labeled by society As incompetent to raise a family My only legacy left These songs that I sing This fight is my crusade Generation after generation These bricks under laid My Sons will fight it one day, I'm afraid [Hook: ANNA] I can't go on If You're not by my side And I can't sleep alone Since You walked out that night Please don't let me go Cuz this is where This is right where You belong Right where You belong [Verse 2: Ahlsocrazi] There's no accolade Worth the pain Caused by the cut left by this genetic blade My head tells me to quit But I've got too much to say Not just for them, but for me My Family Tries to talk sense into me But they cannot dissuade So I'll continue to play this game of life I was labeled insane by my Wife Cut off from my friends Because my views differed from society No label No stigma No course of action Will deter me from rapping From spitting the Truth From my vessels inflamed It's strange that this quest for fame Led me to nothing but shame and pain It's insane What I've done in the name Of going against the grain I've strained to change the way the game is played Surrounded by people who claim To abstain from the Truth [Hook: ANNA] I can't go on If You're not by my side And I can't sleep alone Since You walked out that night Please don't let me go Cuz this is where This is right where You belong Right where You belong [Verse 3: Ahlsocrazi] To be real, I disdained the saints But I'm constrained by a reality: Preacher's grandson full of imperfection My mother cursed me In reality, I'm just a drug addict's reflection This life has tried to break me But I've kept moving forward The court's ordered That I take pills because a doctor deemed I was disordered Two years ago all I had to my name was a recorder I walked the streets alone God my only supporter Strayed so far from the norm My imagination drew nothing but scorn Told me I was sick When I found myself in Truth A mic and a piece of paper are all I need No mother No children It's all the same Rearrange my brain And let me tell the same thing to you That I learned in the drain In the drain [Hook: ANNA] I can't go on If You're not by my side And I can't sleep alone Since You walked out that night Please don't let me go Cuz this is where This is right where You belong Right where You belong