And I had to close the shade because the moon torments me arising the morning and I cut her flesh easy there repugnant to me she tried to kiss me she requested to forbid the screams now I remember her eyes I remember her flaccid body Her lament being deeply involved in my Head And I only wish o make it again, I stay in silence I look my hands and I donít know How could I get so far whit my hate There was the knife that blinded her life CHORUS I lit the switch because the light Seemed to Be cold and scared me But the fear stayed there I lit the switch but in my heart I know That my f**ing weakness Is waiting for me behind the gate The cold and the fear Iím looking them in slow camera Moving his arms whit weak power I was defeated I was feeling so guilty Only that knife in my hand Introduced it inside my neck And only felt the void Making my pain bleed I die paying for my faults