Aggro (NL) - Mind Cellar lyrics

My problems just seem so calculated and I knew it from the start Maybe not by mind, but I knew it by heart Mind cellar, here I dwell Unseen horror, my private hell ... You can call me a liar or a fool but know that to me it's real It's sickening me, but this is me Mind cellar, here I dwell In darkness, I'm not well ... My scars define who I am there's no backtrace - I was born wounded Your angels cause me pain You are probably insane Thanks for taking the pills away But that did not heal me at all I can't see how it should be or who is responsible All I do is channeling energy so blame me I will not conform or believe what you believe because what I am makes you wrong I've shown you evidence, pictures from the past I told you many times, but I suppose you were deafened by the symphonies of common logic It's not cryptic, pretty simplistic, you just refuse to absorb Not surrealistic, truth centric, this is the way it is You have got to accept my d**h, I can't leave you burned There's no glory for me to take in this, there's no glory in d**h I won't expect you to shed a tear, this is not an empathy thing I don't understand your obsession with blame, I never put you to shame like you did to me when you chose sides Let me close my eyes, be no obstacle in the path that I must crawl to be free Now when I look over my shoulder Nothing's changed, all is logical I'm sorry to disappoint you like this But I can't help having found my facts I - can't - revert all this I - can't - revert all this I - can't - revert all this Mind cellar, down here I dwell Mind cellar And now I hide from you Hoping you'll forget Forgive me who I am Forget what you saw of me Turn your eyes away Lay your focus off of me So I can leave more easily To take the pain away