Ages - Fate, Only For Here And Now lyrics

I bit the nails off of your broken hands and while they bleed out I saw the colors change, but no pain showed on your face Do I look past what I can't see through After all the times I turned to paths to follow and set me free From the bullsh** life I'm living? I pushed my conscience back to when I couldn't feel the pain Of watching the flames burn out that wake me up and put me to sleep Nothing compares to breathing now I can't lose what I had pushed down The world will close but I'll run free Fate's not what will put me six feet deep I'm sick of changing for the shape of what's to come So I left my head back where it belongs Don't want to see, don't want to live ahead from this point So I'll lift my soul only for here and now