it's like a form of addiction it's a fear that i just can't hide although it seems like a gift from god it's a pain that i feel inside i know i've got to move quickly and i know i've got to do it right always feeling reckless always searching day and night 'cuz i just can't seem to get enough i've tried - but it's just no use i just can't seem to get enough i've tried - but i just can't take any more abuse let me tell you something if i could, you know i'd sell my soul every time i hear that sound you know i lose all self control sometimes i feel like a hero doomed to die in a raging war sometimes it seems like it's over but i know there's got to be more