Agathocles - Ain't I? lyrics

Heard that love is in the air But the only thing I breathe is gas Gas of Misanthropia The myth of love is dead Feel like being not understood God, I wish you f**ing could Visit my island of sorrow Love today, hate tomorrow Walking among the trees On my island full of sorrow Trees resembling corpses Ain't I a happy ba*tard? Just all in my head These thoughts of of f**ing d**h Maybe all fantasies But oh so real to me Don't wanna be positive 'cause there will always be "if" No need to f**ing hope For good times which won't come