Against The Current - weapon lyrics

I always say, I always say that it's the last time A promise I can't keep I always say I'll get a grip and it'll be fine But I lie straight through my teeth And though I try and do it right with my intentions Keep them good, they never break, but I still bend 'em 'Cause this devil on my shoulder wants to pull me underneath Another sleepless night Staring through the ceiling I'm wondering how could I Calm my head? Yeah Calm my head 'cause I see red My blood is boiling and it shows When all you are is a weapon You shoot 'em down 'til you end up alone I seem fine But I can't take the highs and the lows All I am is a weapon I shoot 'em down 'til I end up alone I always say I hate the way you look at me now And I swear I didn't mean to be a let down What I broke can't be fixed with All my sorry excuses, no Another sleepless night Staring through the ceiling I'm wondering how could I Calm my head? Yeah Calm my head 'cause I see red My blood is boiling and it shows When all you are is a weapon You shoot 'em down 'til you end up alone I seem fine But I can't take the highs and the lows All I am is a weapon I shoot 'em down 'til I end up alone No, I won't go under No, I won't back down Bittersweet surrender Everything is better now No, I won't go under No, I won't back down Bittersweet surrender It's better now I see red My blood is boiling and it shows When all you are is a weapon You shoot 'em down 'til you end up alone I seem fine But I can't take the highs and the lows All I am is a weapon I shoot 'em down 'til I end up alone All I am is a weapon I shoot 'em down 'til I end up alone All I am is a weapon I shoot 'em down 'til I end up alone