Afterworld - Lost In The Dark lyrics

I don't know what is going on, I want to find myself everything keeps spinning in my head, someone help me now Memories is everything I have, I want to find my self Only darkness, darkness everywhere Lost, lost in the dark, the darkness k**s me piece by piece Lost, lost in the dark... Illusions starts to take my mind, I want to find myself Was it me and was the bullet mine, someone help me now Now I know everything has gone, I want to find myself Only darkness, darkness everywhere God why can`t I take my life, I don`t want to live much longer Hey can someone hear me now, someone who is much more stronger