AfterTone - Always lyrics

[Verse 1] Another day, another dying flower Another day I can't see you every hour It breaks my heart that you were mistreated Put you in pain, and I was the reason You made mistakes and I was no help Every time I should've put you above myself You stuck around, wanting to work it out I was the dumb a** who burnt it to the ground Now I'm sitting here, sifting through the ashes Dreaming about the day that we made magic We were happy but wish it never happened Then we wouldn't have memories of that sadness I hope you're doing well now, we never talk Probably for the best, I never thought I could live this long without you by my side Just know I live with regret, every single night [Verse 2] It wasn't all my fault though, what was your f**ing motive? It seems you led me on just so you could f** with my emotions Why didn't you cut the bond before it started growing? I would've understood, and never again would we have spoken Instead you claimed you were in love with me and I may have a problem with jealousy, but nah I just can't f**ing stand habitual liars Who won't stop to think that they are feeding into perpetual fires But now I'm sitting here with a pain in my heart Thinking about what we could've had if we weren't doomed from the start All because of you, don't f**ing blame me for sh** I hate you now, and in that role you really fit