Afterlife - Vicious Cycle lyrics

The pain the lies, i can see it i can see it in your eyes, The pain the lies i can see it i can see it, I can see it in your eyes, The pain the lies i can see it i can see it in your eyes , The pain the lies i can see it i can see it, Don't bite the hand that feeds I can promise that you'll always need me, You're kiss Your touch it was never enough, Waiting and waiting and contemplating these pessimistic thoughts are the only things that I'm thinking god forgive me I keep on self-medicating it's not like I can stop you don't know what I'm feeling, You build me up just to tear me back down Full circle going round and round You build me up just to tear me back down Full circle going round and round, I can't sleep I can't think I can't eat, Done with these things that you're doing to me, Dig dig your nails into me clawing at my skin can't you let me be Do I need it do I need it, Yes I do, Your body your soul give me your mind I need total control, You never use it watch me abuse it Make you pay for the life that you ruined, Let the poison out let the poison out Let the poison out let the poison out, Waiting and waiting and contemplating these pessimistic thoughts are the only things that I'm thinking god forgive me, I keep on self-medicating it's not like I can stop you don't know what I'm feeling, you don't know, You build me up just to tear me back down Full circle going round and round, You build me up just to tear me back down Full circle going round and round, I can't sleep I can't think I can't eat, Done with these things that you're doing to me, tear me back down, full circle going round and round, Let the poison out let the poison out Let the poison out let the poison out Let the poison out let the poison out