Afterlife (US) - Embrace lyrics

As denial envelopes And expands deep inside Writhing internally Disarrying my mind Contorting my thoughts Into agony and pain I estrange and depart This life I forsake My will to live on is gone To die is what I long Contemplate ways to die As escape from pathetic life Forlorn hope Now slips away My vitality Hopelessly fades My d**h will se me free To rest In serenity My lunacy debilitates And reasoning begins to fail The will to be capitulates I surrender to my self hate My mind reels out of control Dementia has taken hold Hallucinations take their toll Upon my withering soul The blades touch is cold as ice A flash of light blinds my eyes I lacerate my flesh and vein Vital lifeforce now inundates Blood puddles spray from my wrists Etched on my face a look of bliss As I lie, watching time I embrace the end of my life Now set free, to journey Where darkness caresses me My life gone Essence withdrawn Lying deceased a blood stained memory