After The Fall - Double Negative lyrics

First to be Running for the answer My head burns And my heart aches Let the drop anything And falling asleep But I don't want to be awake I just rather stay asleep And be alone today I rather f** around you Than be alive today Run myself inside Until it goes away I'm trying to see this in a different way Beyond just go on Right now I told you, and right inside of me I'm 22 see this differently My home is where my heart And I suppose I lost my home A long long time ago