After Forever - Beautiful Emptiness lyrics

Child: You're the worst of all with all your accusations and compunction I can't suffer this duress from someone so deprayed and selfish You embody all that I've been through Without you I am sure I will be loved My existence conforms to your distress Your ambition, the cause of mine A disruption, I'm nothing, even less Misfortunes never come singly, and I was there to stay You don't allow me a single place, nor any love into your lives An unperceived, annoying presence you'd rather ignore But in my life you know you'll leave a beautiful emptiness Where you used to be Impotent screams will turn into the love of silence My liberation, then silence, will be perfect and pure It's all in my dreams; I'll remove you and all our mutual disgust In my dreams, I solve the problem by removing it My wish is to see you grovel like you once forced me to! There's no other way, here's my course of life A path without the sickening trace of you I need the beauty of a cleared, pure world This eternal interruption of your rash life can save me! You don't allow me a single place, nor any love into your lives An unperceived, annoying presence you'd rather ignore But in my life you know you'll leave a beautiful emptiness It's sad to feel you don't believe in love It's sad that you're so cold, and I'll be the same if you keep on poisoning my life Drowning in self-sacrificing visions When you're gone, then we will all be released It's sad; my life has been like hell so far It's sad that you're the cause And I'll be cured in this beautiful, empty world Floating, floating away with your perilous visions and hate When you're gone, silence will fill up the emptiness When you're gone, we all will be released In my dreams I shall rinse my body and soul My wish; the accomplishment lies here before me in my hands I will be released from your accusing eyes and torrents of verbal abuse You'll know the causes are your own mistakes while life flows out of you and exempts me forever!