After Forever - Estranged lyrics

Diving in the lake of thousand faces Every sign seems a delusion And fills me with doubt I shouldn't look for certainty Among these disorderly impressions But still I do... Being estranged Slowly I loose the grip on the reality Time shall shatter what we have built up Being estranged From the reliable Don't even recognize the warmth You always fulfilled me with Break through my crystallized sphere and hold me Enter my deepest inner self Imprison the pain Besieging in vain It feels like I'm in the middle of a movie Gazing at the script It shows me new insights Delighted by the bygone sufferings But already waiting for the next ones I bend forward and look between the ripples of the lake It's the leading character... Break through my crystallized sphere and hold me Wherever you are Deceitful memories mingled with reality I hold myself to the timeless spell Fascinated by never knowing if it really happened