After All - Descending Pain lyrics

To attend your funeral would be The moment I dread the most One look into that peaceful light If I only could hear those whispering words Whispering But I can't 'cause I live in this room Where no sound can penetrate I will be nothing but a memory A picture burned into the flesh of your eyes Of your eyes Let me take you To this place I belong I cannot pretend to be happy You cannot pretend to be sad Let me taste your salted tears Before you leave me here to die once again Once again So my spirit can descend Like a cloud from hell And let you feel the burning pain you caused Many times I have hesitated But it would make me like you It wouldn't be worth it to hurt you 'Cause your d**h means nothing to me Nothing to me