Afronaut - At the Tone lyrics

Verse 1: My life is two-sided, similar to a wager Leave a message at the tone or hit me on the pager Me and you fit together like animals and nature But we can't stand the fact that we both have different saviors Tryna mine my way into your heart like I'm playing Minecraft This isn't Watch Dogs, but my heart is feeling hijacked I've put so much effort into trying to get you, baby But you're just jumping away from me like a caribou, maybe Maybe, if I kept going you'd soon figure out I love you bae You're probably taking this the wrong way though Maybe if we were grown enough than you'd be with me someday But my soul has been yearning for your love, please don't go I just strive for my personality to be perfect just for you I bought you a ruby necklace and some copper earrings, too I don't get it, why can't my actions just get through to your mind? I must be blind, or we just have different likings at this time I must not be the one, you must be looking for another This s**s, I can't take it, just tell me if you don't wanna be my lover My brain is so messed up when I just want it to stay complete It's like my everyday life is changing, I thought it would stay concrete And that's the truth, all of these emotions are screwing up my youth That's why I try to keep it real when I'm spitting in this booth Back to her, the unnamed girl I ever so long for These mixed feelings I've been having is taking my lifeline offshore Verse 2: I've felt this deep abyss lurking inside of my soul Just an infinite empty hole of nothingness on a sole Feeling crammed and filled with sadness like I'm stuck in a box Gotta make it back to land, cause I'm on the sea and you're at the docks I thought you was my treasure chest and I was the key Guess that wasn't correct, hmph, obviously You know what? I'm done with her, I gotta focus on myself And vibe out to some tracks, preferably Dizzy or Wyclef Breaking free from all this pressure, this is my great escape Now it's time to put my life back together, Imma reshape If it don't work out, a gun is my last resort Nah, what am I saying? I don't mess around with that a**ort My parents been divorced for around a year now But I manage to keep my head up and hold up my crown I don't want anyone to bow down, I just want y'all to listen To the realest words you'll ever hear from me, it's what I'm spitting If I memorize my mind then it should run just like a train My soul is my engine, and the conductor is my brain Creating new lyrics to speak what I truly say But I just wished that one girl would be my newly-wed Uh, uh, but nah dude, I gotta stay on my grind Take my time as I write and simply listen to every line As I record, I can't complain, my words I speak are calm I just hope that this won't be the last time I see my mom Even after all of this, you better not have skipped this track I just want you to relax and just sit and play it back If you don't like what I'm saying, then I dare you to scope me out Just know that I'll probably never live my life and hold it down